27th May, 2004 - 8:21 p.m.

I'm not writing this to get notes of sympathy or whatever. So please don't leave them. I'm just writing to.....think.

Tonight one of my Mum and Dad's best friends died of cancer. She was a big help to Mum when she was diagnosed. She's been sick for a long time, and I guess she just couldn't go on any longer. My parents arrived at her door as she died.

I haven't seen her in years, so I'm not sad for me. I'm sad for my parents and her family.

And then my best friend from primary school sent me an instant message. She and I were inseperable. Our parents were eachother's parents.

Tonight she messaged me and told me her Dad's got cancer.

I'm tired of it. Too many people. I can't face any more. I just want everyone that I've loved to stay. I hate this being called cancer. I hate it!

Please, someone, make it stop.

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