This is just so Diaryland doesn't delete my diary. I'm still alive. I no longer live in Australia. I live somewhere where it rains and it snows every day. I worked for a couple of months in an emergency department which was absolutely crap, and nearly destroyed my confidence in myself, but I actually quit. Which was a huge thing for me - I have NEVER quit a job that I simply didn't like. My dad was in a car accident. He's fine but I no longer have a car to go home to. But, insurance paid out. Right now it's pouring and cold, and I'm bored at the sight of the same scenery every day. But I don't have any responsibilities except to pay rent and feed myself. So. In all, life is balanced. When I look at it like that.